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suddenly, family drama

14 Jul

We’ve been having some family drama and I haven’t felt like writing about it. It’ll probably come out on it’s own eventually. I mean, here.

I kind of find I don’t enjoy setting out and writing about what I’ve done. Maybe because it’s enough to have done it without having to relive it and write about it. It’s exhausting to do it twice. Especially when it’s not too interesting. Or if it will be something of a downer.

No I think what it is, is that it’s tiring to consider that I have to transcribe the emotions and vague thoughts and ideas to text, and explain and define and it’s nice as recordings but….nah. On top of that, writing it down makes it more concrete as a memory. I’d rather not have this as put down in stone in my mind. This can remain faint, or fade over time. Negative events are things that make a strong enough impression right? They set in your mind and remain more easily than candid, easy, or happy times. Maybe why those who have experienced bad events appreciate peace the more so…..they learn to….hummmm~~~~

Anyways, it was monday, I think….because sunday would’ve been my father’s off-day…..and we had gone to an amusement park but initially planned to go to some resort/hotel and/or landmark thing, and he’d have needed monday in order to do that too…..yeah. So it was monday. And my sister and I came back from my aunt’s tuesday night.

I closed this for a bit because I thought someone was coming in. Tense! It was very panicked. haha

Yeah well…..I’m more worried for the kids. Though they seem to be handling it like I had…..they don’t seem to care much either. Furthermore it looks like Salmon used the opportunity to steal his mother’s credit card to get microsoft points or something….and he got in trouble….and his lies are crumbling around him and he’s panicking…..I’m worried he’s some sort of psychopath sometimes. He can be quite manipulative. Is that a common fear? Good thing daddy won’t stand for his bullshit, but….

My schedule has kinda been left aside too for a while, but I think I should pick it back up again because it seems unnecessary to do so. I was wondering why I’d left it, and I realized it was because I’d no idea what was going to happen tomorrow, or for the rest of the time that I’m here (the summer). And it made me realize how stable my life had been, and how I’d taken it for granted, and how necessary and useful something like that can be. A stable life. Stability, in general. It’s great stuff, haha. But seriously….

dot dot dot.

Anyway, yeah it looks like my stepmother and dad might be getting divorced. Same bullshit you’d expect, my dad thrown in, his unpredictability thrown in, patterns, silence, both still in the house…..that kind of everything is changing mentality but everything is nearly exactly the same in practice…..I hate this bullshit. My dad’s rants about marriage and his wives, hah, my stepmom’s typical derailing a normal conversation into a moral and humanist rant that’s really about my dad but it feels a bit darker now….and sad. Uncertainty, doubt….he talked to my mom about it….poor mom.

I think I’d used books as my “crutch” before, without realizing….my stepmom made a related comment today 🙂 something along the lines of, when you read your focus is on the book, not around you, what’s going on in there….you can’t be distracted or have bad thoughts as a result….and I replied ‘it depends on the book’ haha

my sister kind of laughed, she said ‘yeah but’ and explained, I knew what she meant, etc. I know it would’ve been more….stylish, to leave this unnecessary bit out, but I think I’ve always felt these bits were important. It’s messier and not cool, but it’s more life. Seriously though, the little misunderstandings and clearing up and the person defending their thought, it’s ego and….well, movies….life isn’t style, man, it’s punctuated by style. Even with style, someone’s ego is always the butt of their comment. I kind of like Lestrade’s interaction with Sherlock in The Adventure of the Noble Bachelor  for that, he’s at the butt of his jokes, but he’s constantly defending himself and it shows his frustration, resentment, energy, especially after his hard work, and it’s more real. Than just, ‘ooh snarky comment’ looooool and swish of the cape, magician’s dust, nah. Lestrade has a life too, dammit.

…what. Okay bye. Wait no, I’ve also felt the imaginary burden of recording these dramatic events lessened by my sister recording everything exactly as she perceived it, with my answering her questions about the time and such, in ms notepad. She might put it in her blog. Apparently, as she said at the time, in case they ask her about it in court xD I don’t know how a typical divorce goes, because my parent’s wasn’t typical, from what I hear, but this sort of comment would probably have been understandable for their’s. Maybe for a messy one, it was. She also wanted to do so when it was fresh in her mind….it was the morning after…..I woke up and had this dynamite of marriage drama explode in my face, it was completely unexpected. Then again, it usually is, with them. Or maybe it’s with my dad….I somehow just walk into it….

dot dot dot! I know it’s called an elipsies! Okay bye, I hear someone mentioning upstairs/my-location. K, bye.


TV Convo with Sister who we shall henceforth call Merk

7 Jul
Sister (watching tv): Good thing he doesn’t live in [city-of-my-university]! (dies laughing)
Me: What?
Sister (laughing): He lives in [city-of-my-university] and his dad said he’d be right there and drove. It took him 5 minutes! If it was us it would’ve taken 4 hours! You’d be dead! HAHAHAAHAHA
Sister: you could’ve just asked nicely…
Me: …I already said this yesterday!
Sister: [dies] Omg I was about to say ‘my bad’
Me: Haha I hadn’t even said it to you.
Me: Shut. Up.
Sister: Noooo you need to watch it. It’s good! I’ve watched it twice now!
Me: NO.

From my facebook:

Merk just called a TV announcer a skank because she thinks his delivery is too fake.
-July 07, 2012 11:03AM BIO.HD (ch.266 directTV in [city, state])

[these are follow up comments I made xD]

  • ‎”are you telling people…?”
  •  ‎”That’s so….dumb. I’m going to record it. I want to laugh at them”
  • “Oh this is going to be funny”

Merk (looking at an old picture): “Look at Zim when he was bald. There’s Roberto when he had beautiful eyes. And there’s Salman.”
Me: …what happened to Roberto’s eyes?


I don’t know why it won’t let me just press enter where  I want….>_>

Downloading Mother Earth Contest

14 Oct

PLEEEASE….Or recommend! I entreat you! I’m losing! There are pictures in this post. 😉

Here is the summary from my Sim’s description-

“My sister and I, the un-hideous Meezletoe, are in a competition to see whose Sim is the best Earth Element sim. So, we’re deciding that by seeing whose sim gets the most downloads. She told me she was kinda going for the modern look so I decided to not make mine wear jeans. Then I realized she was being totally incoherent, but it’s too late now. She just called me a nerd. Bwahahah. Alright so download and rec please. Mine’s better. Etc. :D”

And here is my sister’s –

“im the wonderful sister of hideous meezletoe, so me and it are in a competition to see whose beautiful, and not so beautiful’s earthy look-alike sim will get the most downloads. My sim is suppose to look a little classic but also modern like hippyish (bare feet is the hippy part) earthy sim type.”

Her sim was uploaded first, so she wrote her description before I did.

These are our sims:

AVANI EARTHA~! (meezletoe still sucks at names)


I have a reason for everything. -.- I thought everything very carefully for this sim. Her traits are Artistic, Over-emotional, Green Thumb, Loves The Outdoors, and Vegetarian. My sister made her sim first, and I gave her the OK to go back and tweak hers – but not the traits. Then she found out about Vegetarian and Green Thumb after I picked it -MUHAHAHAHA! So I sold her Green Thumb for a glass of hot cocoa. -.- And I did Over-Emo because of crazy earthquakes and stuff – Mother Earth yo, werd.

Erin Forest (meezletoe has no comment on the name)


I told her she reminded me of Illusen at first (from Neopets…hehehe…I WAS 10, SUE ME! *slamsdoor* Its changed a lot since I’ve been there though..o.o;;) And here are her traits: Frugal, Good, Green Thumb, Loves The Outdoors, and Friendly. She had reasons for these, but they made me laugh. I think I took a more literal perspective, but her reasoning was funny. Still Frugal makes some sense since the Earth uses everything, but I thought it was more indifferent to it’s hosts than friendly (Suddenly gets an image of Sesshomaru). *stares at nails vainly*…I WILL NOT FLATTER OR ADVERTISE HER CREATION – SHE CAN SPAM ABOUT HER PERSON HERSELF *RAWR*….*coughcough*

So – GO RECOMMEND MINE! (shameless) Or download, but if not, I need a loophole people! Here is my sim’s link – http://www.thesims3.com/assetDetail.html?assetId=1366709

And since I have to be fair – bleh – here is my sister’s! – http://www.thesims3.com/assetDetail.html?assetId=1366710

They’re both in my studio anyways. 😛 She doesn’t have her own account – teh Sims game siz mine. muhahahaha….

I’m losing….My sim has 3 downloads. And my sister has 51. -.- Its rivaling one of my favorite sims – Stringy T_T, who has 52 downloads.

To be honest, I had a feeling this would happen – not because whenever we upload our self-sims to my studio hers always gets into the 40-100 range (while mine gets 10-25 T_T). The reason I felt hers would get more downloads is cause I am an insane person…and her sim is Barbie-ish. o_o

Here’s how the contest convo went, after my stemming-out-of-boredom taunting her while she remained mostly indifferent:

Me (hanging off the couch lazily): The way we’ll judge who’s is better is by uploading it and seeing who’s gets the most downloads.

Sister (suddenly perks up): OK! Lets do that.

Me (half-faking uneasiness in order to make her feel more competitive): Wait….

Sister: NO! HAH! TOO LATE, ITS DONE! We’re doing it!

Me (actually feeling slightly uneasy and recognizes this – then hides this by pretending to be egomaniacal and doesn’t care too much if I win or lose since I’m bored and want my sister to play sims in a way that’ll interest me and give me some PC power): PSH, THATS NOT IT! I don’t care I’m gonna win anyway. You suck. NYAAAAAH.

Sister: hahaha I’m so gonna win.

Me: Tell you what – I’ll even let you go back and edit yours after I’m done, since mine is gonna be so awesome.

Sister: Cool. I’m still gonna win.

I think she was confident because she really did know she was gonna win. Because she’s more mainstream than me T_T. So the weird style/stuff I make doesn’t get as many downloads. WAAA….

And to give myself another loophole and way of gaining the upperhand 😀 (opportunistic sneaky person? Don’t worry, she’ll see this eventually. I’m just being resourceful,  siz all -.- <–[liar])…HERE IS A POLL I WANT YOU TO VOTE ON – REAL QUICK, I PROMISE ;).

Or comment even, pleazeiz.

On a side-note. I re-uploaded the Good and Evil Sims – they were taken down because of my paranoia and cause I liked them too much, but now I want to show them off – HAHAHHAHA.

And….as usual, Evil has the lead in downloads – by a lot. -_- What does this mean? They’re identical excpet for the colors.

Look! The light-angel one obviously has a better picture – it’s a bit surprising how nice it looks for a first try-

And then this demon here:

Ironically, as of…well, for two days now, Good-Nice-Light Angel has 13 downloads XD. Thirteen.

Evil Lady here has 32. That’s a big difference in Meezletoe-Average-Downloads. HAH, accidental acronym. MADs. XD